CHOOSE YOUR FRIENDS WELL :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


Surround yourself with only people who are going to lift you higher.
Oprah Winfrey

MEE HOON GORENG TAUCU

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~




Nice and simple. This is Razi's creation. I'll get the recipe from him and blog it up soon, okay? He has been helping me prepare my meals daily since I was ill. He'd do almost anything to try to make me happy. Yet he deserves happiness, too. But I seriously don't know why good people mostly end up having idiots as parents. Sorry for my language. I am not that stable yet, I am always angry at the hypocrites around me. I am still not feeling well, I cannot stand too long nor can I walk long distance. It is still very painful inside. Please pray for me. Thanks a million :) *BIG HUGS TO ALL*

HOW TO STAY POSITIVE?

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


HOW TO STAY POSITIVE WHEN YOU ARE REALLY DOWN?

Okay, truth be told, I am currently in need of a hypnotist right this minute because I am not really feeling great since the day I had the operation (17th October 2011). The bad person who did the SIHIR [black magic] on me [a 62 year old Muslim Punjabi woman who in her entire life, has been happily telling people that she is a pure Malay, who has performed pilgrimage [Hajj] twice in her life and is wearing the pious Muslim outfit (covering her head as required by the religion), had been taking charge of my life, taking the job of The Al-Mighty that she has been praying to all these while, in determining what kind of things and stuffs to be inserted in my body, the amount of pain and harm to inflict on me daily.

She once told Razi (and this conversation was all duly taped as evidence) that SHE WILL HAVE AN EASY DEATH. Surprising isn't it? SHE WILL MAKE SURE THAT I WILL BE GONE FROM THIS EARTH i.e. SHE WILL MAKE SURE THAT I AM DEAD! And she also once said, (also duly taped as evidence) that she is also a mother who will never harm another person's child! ['AKU PUN SATU MAK.') Oh..she is so capable of throwing the word round like it's a frisbee. YOU DON'T HURT THE ONE YOU LOVE, my arse! Sorry for my French. None of my family members believe that I am a victim of SIHIR because it is very difficult for them to believe these things. But take it from me, it is as dangerous as murder. That woman has successfully wrecked my life. Honestly, I feel like ripping her face off right this minute as I am typing away. IT WAS UNFORGIVABLE. She doesn't want me around because she doesn't want people to know the truth in her. Nothing bites harder than the teeth of truth, huh? Once, when I told Razi about things that happened and the stuffs I saw, he had problem believing, too. But like a ball bearing in dry sad, the truth had trouble sinking in, BUT SINK IN, IT DID, LANDING WITH A HUGE THUD IN THE PIT OF HIS STOMAH ONE FINE DAY WHEN HE HEARD THE CONVERSATION THAT BITCH HAD WITH ANOTHER PARTNER IN CRIME OF HERS. See..I am practically a threat to that witch, and Razi and I are going to put the jigsaw remains together. InsyaALLAH...

I had a particular bad week, bad experience and bad aura around me. To top things off, for the past 2 nights in the area where I am living seemed to be having a 'who can make the most noise' contest. What with the continuous fireworks and people shouting and expressing out their joy for being able to celebrate the festival of lights.

*arrghhh*...Imagine the things I had to deal with in my life right now. Can you guys please pray for me, to get well soon? And so that I can remain positive deep inside? Please...

~HAPPY DEEPAVALI~

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


People aren't perfect, sometimes they aren't true to their friends or even to themselves, but everybody—even the most flawed among us—deserves a version of 'happily ever after'.

DON'T QUIT, ADEN!

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~

~I AM DEEPLY HURT~

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


Right now I am feeling as though the whole world hurts my feelings. I surely need double dosage of the anti-depression pill. Right? I have been on XANAX 'HAPPY PILLS' for the past few days, given by my Doctor. You know that drug which have been helping me to calm myself down and believe that everything would be all right? I am feeling shattered inside and I am very exhausted. That 'HAPPY PILLS" help me to feel good inside and help me to sleep better at night. It is as if it's reminding me of a fact that even if I'm depressed, I should have it in style!

Would you pray for me?

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON?

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


What is wrong with everyone around me? Almost everyone says that they understand the pain I am enduring. Really? Do you know the amount of pain I had to endure daily? Are you feeling the same way too? Are you also a victim of sihir? Do you have metals, needles, dolls and whatever nonsense in your body that has to be extracted? I always felt like asking them that. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I am not sure who came up with this simplistic catchall silver lining? And its twin: IF IT DIDN'T HAPPEN, IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE!

I guess I need that XANAZ PILL again! I am so not calm today.