AZ-ZALZALAH

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


I read this Surah earlier today. It made me feel so calm inside.

SURAH AZ-ZALZALAH

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST BENEFICIENT. THE MOST MERCIFUL

1. When the earth is shaken with its final earthquake.
2. And when the earth throws out its burdens.
3. And man will say: "What is the matter with it?"
4. That Day it will declare its information about all that happened over it of good or of evil.
5. Because your Lord has inspired it.
6. That day mankind will proceed in scattered groups that they may be shown their deeds.
7. So Whosoever does good equal to the weight of an atom or a small ant shall see it.
8. And whosoever does evil equal to the weight of an atom or a small ant, shall see it.

I am calm because I know that that mean idiot who did all these sihir [black magic stuffs] on me will eventually get her share of 'nice' treatment from the Al-Mighty. I hope that she will be glad to feel the fierce earthquake because all these while she believes that she can act God, to decide how much pain she should inflict on me on daily basis. Honestly, I am shattered inside because of all her doings for the past 12 years. Not 12 days, not 12 weeks but 12 years of sufferings in pain and in silence as most people around me, including my own parents and family refused to believe that I am the victim of Sihir. That is sad enough to have such people with such mentality as families. Seriously hurtful. Don't they know that Rasulullah s.a.w. was once a victim of sorcery, too?

THE POWER OF GIVING :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~

‎10 minutes ago, I received a very beautiful bouquet of yellow roses and sunflowers. But I don't know who sent them. The card only said this~ My beloved sister, Thank you for everything. Your smile shines brighter than the sun. The problem is I have so many people calling me MY BELOVED SISTER :) So, I am unable to guess who the sender is. Whoever it is who sent the beautiful bouquet to me, please call me or message me, yeah? You must know that you have made me smile from my heart and I am really touched by your kindness. May God bless you and take great care of you, Amen. May HE showers you with happiness just like the way you shared your thoughtfulness and love with me.




Dear God, someone sent a beautiful bouquet to me today. That person is surely one of those special people who has made a major difference to my life today. That person has taught me the meaning of THE POWER OF GIVING FROM THE HEART. That person's gesture has truly touched my heart. Please take great care of him/her. Ameen...

HEAL THROUGH PRAYER

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


I've been reading a lot of Quran verses whenever I have the time everyday. I trust in prayers. And I want to heal myself through prayers. InsyaALLAH, it will work. I believe that prayers can affect healing in positive ways. I am asking help from GOD because I trust that EVERYTHING IS IN HIS HANDS.

I must get well as soon as possible. I want to feel good again. And if I want to travel, I must be healthy. As long as I am unhealthy, I don't think it is a good idea to go anywhere. So, can all of you please pray for me, too? Thankyou very much.

WHY ARE PEOPLE AFRAID OF SOMETHING NEW?

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


I am curious. Really curious. I don't know whether it is me who is too ambitious and that I believe in myself that I can be great at anything I do as long as I do my best; or is it the people around me who are so negative?

Why are people afraid of doing something new? Can anyone tell me?

I have a goal and I am not going to let all my efforts go down the drain simply because I have so many people telling me that I will surely not make it. Who are they to say that?

I have sucessfully achieved my goal by being a lawyer. I had to work since 16 years old, earn my own income, read Law with my own savings without asking for anyones's help. I wrote my own cheque to The University of London and pulled my way up, climbed the ladder of success all by myself when so many people told me that I will not make it, and YET I MADE IT! So, why now, when I am chasing another dream of mine to make it real, there are others saying the same thing?

How often do I need to hear the same thing repeated all over again? And how long must I stay like this, surrounded by negative vibes?

Don't they have any desire in their lives? Don't they have dreams like me? Don't they have dreams to accomplish success in life? I am seriously curious.

But Razi is helping me with the translations now. I hope it'll be great, InsyaALLAH.

HOW TO STAY POSITIVE?

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


HOW TO STAY POSITIVE WHEN YOU ARE REALLY DOWN?

Okay, truth be told, I am currently in need of a hypnotist right this minute because I am not really feeling great since the day I had the operation (17th October 2011). The bad person who did the SIHIR [black magic] on me [a 62 year old Muslim Punjabi woman who in her entire life, has been happily telling people that she is a pure Malay, who has performed pilgrimage [Hajj] twice in her life and is wearing the pious Muslim outfit (covering her head as required by the religion), had been taking charge of my life, taking the job of The Al-Mighty that she has been praying to all these while, in determining what kind of things and stuffs to be inserted in my body, the amount of pain and harm to inflict on me daily.

She once told Razi (and this conversation was all duly taped as evidence) that SHE WILL HAVE AN EASY DEATH. Surprising isn't it? SHE WILL MAKE SURE THAT I WILL BE GONE FROM THIS EARTH i.e. SHE WILL MAKE SURE THAT I AM DEAD! And she also once said, (also duly taped as evidence) that she is also a mother who will never harm another person's child! ['AKU PUN SATU MAK.') Oh..she is so capable of throwing the word round like it's a frisbee. YOU DON'T HURT THE ONE YOU LOVE, my arse! Sorry for my French. None of my family members believe that I am a victim of SIHIR because it is very difficult for them to believe these things. But take it from me, it is as dangerous as murder. That woman has successfully wrecked my life. Honestly, I feel like ripping her face off right this minute as I am typing away. IT WAS UNFORGIVABLE. She doesn't want me around because she doesn't want people to know the truth in her. Nothing bites harder than the teeth of truth, huh? Once, when I told Razi about things that happened and the stuffs I saw, he had problem believing, too. But like a ball bearing in dry sad, the truth had trouble sinking in, BUT SINK IN, IT DID, LANDING WITH A HUGE THUD IN THE PIT OF HIS STOMAH ONE FINE DAY WHEN HE HEARD THE CONVERSATION THAT BITCH HAD WITH ANOTHER PARTNER IN CRIME OF HERS. See..I am practically a threat to that witch, and Razi and I are going to put the jigsaw remains together. InsyaALLAH...

I had a particular bad week, bad experience and bad aura around me. To top things off, for the past 2 nights in the area where I am living seemed to be having a 'who can make the most noise' contest. What with the continuous fireworks and people shouting and expressing out their joy for being able to celebrate the festival of lights.

*arrghhh*...Imagine the things I had to deal with in my life right now. Can you guys please pray for me, to get well soon? And so that I can remain positive deep inside? Please...

~HAPPY DEEPAVALI~

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


People aren't perfect, sometimes they aren't true to their friends or even to themselves, but everybody—even the most flawed among us—deserves a version of 'happily ever after'.

~I AM DEEPLY HURT~

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


Right now I am feeling as though the whole world hurts my feelings. I surely need double dosage of the anti-depression pill. Right? I have been on XANAX 'HAPPY PILLS' for the past few days, given by my Doctor. You know that drug which have been helping me to calm myself down and believe that everything would be all right? I am feeling shattered inside and I am very exhausted. That 'HAPPY PILLS" help me to feel good inside and help me to sleep better at night. It is as if it's reminding me of a fact that even if I'm depressed, I should have it in style!

Would you pray for me?

~MY PRAYERS~

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


It is FRIDAY, a holy day :) A very special day for me. This is my prayer today~

"O' ALLAH, PLEASE GUIDE ME TO BE THE BEST OF MANNERS, FOR NONE GUIDES TO THEM EXCEPT YOU, PLEASE PROTECT ME FROM BAD MANNERS, FOR NONE CAN PROTECT ME EXCEPT YOU. Ameen..."
[Muslim]

I am so emotional now :(

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


I just had a very painful operation and am now in the process of recovery. Is it normal for me to be so emotional now?

Doctor said that it is perfectly normal. So, I should not be worried, right? Please say your prayers for me. Thankyou.

MIRACLES

I met him in the flight last week and he showed me a miracle. A miracle that made him cry and made him see the world differently. And that miracle made me say "SUBHANALLAH..."



Look at that drawings of flowers. It was drawn by an elephant in Thailand. Believe it! It is true. And that's what an elephant drew. So, if you think that an elephant is stupid, THINK AGAIN! An elephant has a heart, too. In fact, ALL ANIMALS HAVE HEARTS. They can feel happy, hurt, sad, frustrated and have dreams, too. It is only the chosen ones who will be able to listen and understand their language but that should not stop the rest of us from being nice to them. Think about it.

SPEAK YOUR MIND :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


I read this earlier today. It is so true. Have a read.

STAND BEFORE THE PEOPLE YOU FEAR AND SPEAK YOUR MIND~ EVEN IF YOUR VOICE SHAKES.
[Maggie Kuhn, activist for older Americans (1905-95)]

You know, so many things happened to me last week. So many. But I had to make a choice. And eventhough I knew that it was a difficult choice to make, I did it. I made a choice. I even had a moment to speak my mind and my heart. And guess what? There might be people out there who were not happy with me and my thoughts but at least I have the courage to move on. I am not afraid to say anything because there is no point bottling up my frustrations in my heart. Do you agree?

LOVE WHAT YOU ARE DOING :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful::: ~PATIENCE IS VITAL~ When I look at these, I smile. I am proud to say that I have successfully baked them :) I CAN BAKE! Alhamdulillah. I am definitely a better person than I was a week ago. A week ago, I don't know how to bake a cake. See...if you believe in yourself, you can do almost EVERYTHING. STAY POSITIVE, ADEN :) If you have never baked before, don't ever say YOU CAN'T. TRY! You definitely CAN. Look at the cake above. That chocolate cake. That's baked by Razi. See that initial 'R' with a full stop? Yup, RAZI CAN BAKE, TOO. So, why can't you?

And...the one below is my chocolate cake with my initial 'A'. See that? *naughty winks*

I AM FEELING SO SAD TODAY :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


It is Tuesday, the 22nd March. And guess what I am feeling inside? I AM FEELING SO SAD. VERY SAD...

I know that I am going to have a new lease of life, but I am getting some flashbacks playing in front of my eyes since last night and more are pouring and playing like a CD since this morning. Those incerdible lovely moments are making me sad. You have no idea how difficult it is for me to be who I am today.

I know that I am doing all these to be healthier, to feel happier, InsyaALLAH. But, I am still sad. I know that I will be a different person, a better person, but I am still feeling so sad.

You know what? I worked so hard to be who I am today. And those bad people made me became totally miserable. WHY???

That's among the things that is making me sad.

THE TALLEST BUILDING IN THE WORLD!

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~

I WANT TO SEE THE TALLEST BUILDING IN THE WORLD!!! But....