TAKE A LEAP :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~

I am taking a leap in life but people around me are causing all the delays. Where are all the positive people?

GET STARTED, ADEN!

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


I have been feeling rather lazy lately. Actually I am starting to feel so tired. I have done most of my parts but somehow the little ones are unmanageable. I have entrusted the traslations to Razi and he has to start doing it consistently to help me achieve my target and goal. My editor fell ill and had to undergo an operation. What I have to do now is to pray may she'll be well soon to continue with the task in hand. My designer needs me to push him and continuously remind him of the work.

There are so many small, achievable tasks. In reality, it is not only about me being able to break it down into smaller tasks in order to accomplish them one at a time but also for the people whom I have entrusted the small tasks in to do their jobs, too.

I just wish they know how much I want this to be a success. This is my legacy, my aim, my goal, my mission, my dream. But it surely needs support from everyone around.

It is really testing me. I truly hate it when I have to continue checking on others. I hate it so much.

NOSY FRIENDS AND FAMILIES :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


I felt like shouting my heart out at all those nosy people. You know what? I felt like screaming... 'IT'S MY LIFE, SO LET ME HANDLE IT!' Have you felt that before? It's as if they know you better than you know yourself. NOSY!!!

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON?

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


What is wrong with everyone around me? Almost everyone says that they understand the pain I am enduring. Really? Do you know the amount of pain I had to endure daily? Are you feeling the same way too? Are you also a victim of sihir? Do you have metals, needles, dolls and whatever nonsense in your body that has to be extracted? I always felt like asking them that. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I am not sure who came up with this simplistic catchall silver lining? And its twin: IF IT DIDN'T HAPPEN, IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE!

I guess I need that XANAZ PILL again! I am so not calm today.

DISAPPOINTMENT AGAIN!

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


No..there is no recipe today. Just some disappointments. Do you know what's the difference between people at large? It is what we call ATTITUDES. RESPONSIBILITY. There is no way that I will be okay with the idiotic attitudes. NEVER EVER! Of course, Razi, Syahrul and I had had our disagreements on certain things but I am pretty sure that both of them will agree with me this time. THE IDIOTIC ATTITUDES IS NOT SOMETHING THAT YOU SHOULD NOD TO. NEVER!

TIDUR TAK LENA :(

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:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


It has been two nights. I am so frustrated. I have been awaken by awful dreams. And I don't think I can tolerate this abuse. It is literally abusing me mentally, physically & emotionally. The kind of disrepect that STUPID COW is showing me! I can sue her for contempt! Sumpah bagai nak rak dengan Quran and see what she is doing now?

I AM DEFINITELY NOT GOING TO LEARN HOW TO STOMACH THIS PURE EVIL AND PURE AWFULNESS! Sampai mati I tidak akan ampunkan dia. Ikut suka hati nak menyihir orang.

EMOTIONALLY ABUSED

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~

I am currently emotionally and mentally abused. I wrote this to Syahrul earlier this morning~

SOMETIMES LIFE IS TOO HARD TO BE ALONE, AND SOMETIMES LIFE IS TOO GOOD TO BE ALONE.

And it's pretty scary when you know some people need to have companions with Jenglots for self satisfaction. What kind of a marriage is that? SILLY PEOPLE!

Dahlah sibuk bikin anak setan, sibuk menyihir orang pulak! Memang dasar celaka to the max! I seriously disapprove of that silly attitudes! MAY SHE BURN NOW AND ROT AND BURN IN HELL! Ameen.

And I confided in my best friend~!

Leng says:
evidential burden wouldn't be favouring us

Princess says:
it would be nice if we are allowed to legally kill them,
ALL THE BITCHES IN THE WORLD!

Leng says:
too many

Princess says:
that'll keep us busy, at least ;D


Feels much better now.

PERCAYALAH TUHAN ITU ADA :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~

I am trying hard to identify the nice bits in my life to make me smile. I spent my time listening to CD Quran. At least I am feeling much better now. Alhamdulillah :) Kejap lagi baca Yasin dengan Razi and Syahrul. Hopefully, that will help, too. InsyaALLAH. Amin.

FRUSTRATED!!!

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


WHO SAYS THAT IF THE IDIOTIC COW IS DEAD, EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE? DREAM ON... I know for sure that even after her death, she would still continue bothering me. Because I cannot control my subconscious. That is why!!!