HEAL YOURSELF WITH LAUGHTER :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful::: ~PATIENCE IS VITAL~ I am going to do something for myself today. I AM GOING TO BAKE A CAKE :) Yup, I know it's a great step since I have never, ever in my entire life baked a cake before. So...let's try. There is no harm trying, right? I am de-stressing myself. And I wish that I could help heal my broken heart with love, prayers and laughter. I miss laughing from the heart. Do you know that if taking vitamins doesn't keep you healthy enough, try more laughter from the heart? It helps... Try that. Go out with some good friends and laugh. Make sure it is a happy sincere laugh coming from your heart. Not the pretentious smiles and laughs. It'll reduce your stress and increase the oxygen levels in your blood. It'll eventually makes you feel great. Please pray may my cake turns out fine. I'll put up the pics here later and if it tastes great, I'll share the recipe with you. Otherwise, I'll just put up the pics. Malulah nak kongsi resipi kalau tak sedap sangat *naughty smiles* BIG HUGS TO ALL...

I'm Exhausted!

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~

It's 6.57p.m. and guess what? I am too sleepy and exhausted. But, I HAD A VERY COLOURFUL DAY :) I enjoyed doing what I did today. I cannot wait for tomorrow. Oh my..I should have done this long time ago. Why haven't I thought of it before? Anyway, it is never too late. ENJOY ADEN!

I bought cupcakes mixtures for Carol. We can't find those mixures in Malaysia. So, I bought three boxes for her. Beautiful cupcakes ;)BAKE CAROL! Have fun de-stressing.

JUST ARRIVED!

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful::: ~PATIENCE IS VITAL~ Alhamdulillah, I have safely arrived at my destination @ 6.15 a.m. Checked in the hotel, took my bath and slept. Yup, slept all the way till 2.05p.m. It is 2.44p.m. where I am now. I have just completed my Zohor & Asar prayers & qada' Maghrib, Isyak and Subuh. Syukur, Alhamdulillah. Now, it is time for me go out there hunting for food!!! I am starving! Well...that's a little bit exaggerating.

To be honest, I was in pain throughout the flight. Even now I am in pain. But InsyaALLAH, I will be fine. Like I always say to myself when I am really down," SEMUA KEADAAN TELAH DITENTUKAN OLEH ALLAH SWT DAN KITA SEBAGAI MANUSIA HARUS AKUR DENGAN APA YANG DITETAPKAN OLEH-NYA.

That sounds easy. It's not as easy as it sounds. I am honest here.

To Syahrul & Razi~ How are you guys doing there? IT IS AUTUMN HERE. Not winter. AUTUMN. But it is still cold! *naughty winks* I MISS YOU! *BIG HUGS*

SABAR ADEN :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful::: ~PATIENCE IS VITAL~ I am still in pain but I had to force myself to walk, do what I am supposed to do. Life has to go on despite being in pain. Besides berzikir in my heart, I try to remind myself that everything has been duly writen in Al-Lauh al-Mahfooz. I need to learn how to accept all these tests with sincere heart and I am telling you this~ HONESTLY, TRUTHFULLY, if you are in my shoes right this very minute, it is not going to be that easy to accept these trials sincerely, especially when your pain happens because of that heartless idiots' work. They decide what to insert into my body and cause the pain. And Allah is testing my patience. He allowed everything that's done by those idiots to eventually successfully inserted into my body. Ya Allah...please...please forgive me. Please help me. Please guide me. I am trying my level best to stay as calm as possible. I belief in the irresistible will and the perfect power of ALLAH. I believe that what HE wills happens and what HE does not will does not happen. But sometimes, when I am in too much pain, I tend to be weak, very weak... Please forgive me dearest ALLAH...

DON'T BE SAD, ADEN!

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~

DON'T BE SAD, ADEN...Have faith. COMPLETE FAITH. Allah is with you. HE IS WATCHING OVER YOU. Smile. Be happy. You deserve to be happy. WHEN HE DECREES A MATTER, HE ONLY SAYS TO IT: "BE!"~ AND IT IS. [Quran 2:117] So, STAY CALM MY DARLING...Everything will be fine. IT WILL BE FINE.

I AM FEELING SO SAD TODAY :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


It is Tuesday, the 22nd March. And guess what I am feeling inside? I AM FEELING SO SAD. VERY SAD...

I know that I am going to have a new lease of life, but I am getting some flashbacks playing in front of my eyes since last night and more are pouring and playing like a CD since this morning. Those incerdible lovely moments are making me sad. You have no idea how difficult it is for me to be who I am today.

I know that I am doing all these to be healthier, to feel happier, InsyaALLAH. But, I am still sad. I know that I will be a different person, a better person, but I am still feeling so sad.

You know what? I worked so hard to be who I am today. And those bad people made me became totally miserable. WHY???

That's among the things that is making me sad.

CUPCAKES :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful:::

~PATIENCE IS VITAL~


Last weekend, we made this!



CUPCAKES :) Jadi tau. Apparently, it taste good. I didn't eat much because it's so creamy and full of milk. You know I cannot take milky stuffs. RESPECT LAH to Aden, Syahrul & Razi!