SABAR ADEN :)

:::In the name of ALLAH, The Most Gracious, Most Merciful::: ~PATIENCE IS VITAL~ I am still in pain but I had to force myself to walk, do what I am supposed to do. Life has to go on despite being in pain. Besides berzikir in my heart, I try to remind myself that everything has been duly writen in Al-Lauh al-Mahfooz. I need to learn how to accept all these tests with sincere heart and I am telling you this~ HONESTLY, TRUTHFULLY, if you are in my shoes right this very minute, it is not going to be that easy to accept these trials sincerely, especially when your pain happens because of that heartless idiots' work. They decide what to insert into my body and cause the pain. And Allah is testing my patience. He allowed everything that's done by those idiots to eventually successfully inserted into my body. Ya Allah...please...please forgive me. Please help me. Please guide me. I am trying my level best to stay as calm as possible. I belief in the irresistible will and the perfect power of ALLAH. I believe that what HE wills happens and what HE does not will does not happen. But sometimes, when I am in too much pain, I tend to be weak, very weak... Please forgive me dearest ALLAH...